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Thursday, 01 March 2007
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thmmmm this is how i feel sometime...
<3val
Friday, 15 December 2006
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Currently Listening
Greenfire: A Celtic String Ensemble
By Irish Traditional, Scottish Traditional, Willie Hunter, Addie Harper, Robin Bullock, Olcan Masterson, French Traditional, Finnish Traditional, John Morris Rankin, Ken Kolodner, Sean Ryan, Donald Macleod, Cathal McConnell
see relatedJUST ANOTHER FORGOTTEN CHAPTER OF MY LIFE..i have to erase him from my mind, from my heart ;Its gonna be hard but i have to. I did love him up until now.. 4 years.. all down the drain.. He treated me like shit and used me everyone was right in the end.. i wish i could wake up and just forget he ever happen.. i want those four years of my life back.. He just gave up the one person who would have never given up on him.. I always had faith in him but now he's just a fade a blur.. when i see him on the street i will walk past him as if i never met him.. i cant talk to him nor see nor think about him, because it will bring me pain.. i want him to leave me alone and i will leave him.. He said he loved me .. he didn’t love me.. he said he cared.. it was a lie all a lie.. if he really did he would not have treated me like shit .. he would have not did what he did to me.. I will miss him because in a way he's all i had.. But i have to remember i was really nothing to him.. the top things on his list were drugs, booze, fucking (anyone), and his band.. Not me, fuck me .. fuck the girl who never asked for anything from him but a boy who would treat her well and care.. i dont want to shed anymore tears over him its a waste of time. Just once ,once i would want to be with a guy who treats me like a girlfriend and not a bitch.. I seem in someway to attract the jerks...So this is my goodbye..Goodbye....Nick and the Bullshit..<3val
Saturday, 02 December 2006
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IM SO GONNA GET MY DRINK ON TOMORROW IN TJ!
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Sunday, 26 November 2006
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dear_ _ _ _.. i really think its over between me and _ _ _ _.. i dont think he wants to put in any effort on his part in making us work anymore.. its gonna suck everything is going to remind me of him.. penguins most of all i can never really look at a penguin anymore.. sorry if i always bug you about stupid shit like this but no one else is there..im tired.. im tired of him using me and when it comes down to it.. thats all that is there really is,is me getting used.. he drinks, does drugs, and i bet has cheated on me before.. he has no job and is not even gonna go to school anymore.. i realized last night that i cant do it anymore.. but you know what sucks if i lose him i really have no one then..i love him i really do i just dont think hes not on the same level with me anymore..I wanted it to work and i thought maybe this time it did. Maybe its me, shit it has to be me what else is it.? i tried and i changed . If we go through with this i can never see or talk to him again.. Then he can never have to deal with me again and sleep with other people.. like he wants.. i have not talked or seen him in 4 days.. i just.. i dont know..im gonna miss his big brown eyes, his long crazy hair, his face , his touch, his hugs, his love that i saw sometimes.. but most of all im gonna miss his sweet kiss that made me feel so good at times that it killed me. i think this heart will stay broken now..
IM STUCK!
<3val
Sunday, 05 March 2006
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long time no talk
hmm welly welly well its been a long time since i have really updated ..well im not sure where to start off at so i will start off from last night... Lest see what happen.. i hung out with nick and his friends oh and lizz and stuff happen and lets just say it was fun fun fun fun but i wish my best buddy could have been there.. hmm today went every fucking where to look for prom dresses.. I tell ya its hard to find a red and black dress but i found one well its not red and black more of just red.. but oh well hmmm im going to nick with prom pervading we dont break up before then which i dont see happening. .Awwww i love him, my little metal head.........hmm today was pretty fun and and and i want psrkas hahahah you have to unscramble it..ok well thats all for now foalks.... Tomorrow ..going to my little cousins 1st birthday should be soooo fun.. heheh ok bye bye MUAH!hmm well everyones doing it now... ***all i can say is sprkas, anbryd, kdoav, and biscanna...***
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"WHATDO WE WANT? GIRL SCOUT COOKIES WHEN DO WE WANT THEM? NOW! HOW MUCH ARE THEY? $4 A BOX WHY DO WE WANT THEM? TO GO TO SF!"damn crazy ass girl scouts..
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- Name: Trixie Firecracker
- Birthday: 9/23/1988
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 12/13/2003
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Look and see and when your television is your only form of information and when you believe all it's a saying about the actions of this nation You'll find no truth, just empty words Nothing at all is what you've learned and while your being misinformed the actions of your government ar ignored
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